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Monday, March 12

school is such a drag.
thank god for the holidays.

so i changed my skin.
i got bored.
this one's a lil plain.
but i cant be bothered to find another one.

its been a while since i updated.
its now march.
i got myresults back.
i failed my geog for the very first time.
on the other hand i improved everything else.
from passing my gp to improving my lit and aceing my econs.
so im more or less ok.
except for a few things here and there.

its amazing how insensitive ppl are nowadays.
like honestly.
and i find it weird how ppl can talk of things they dont noe of as if it were at the tip of their fingers.
its also amazing how ppl can make down right unfair judgments and call it fair.
and amazing how ppl can feel so above all others when they're truly not far from where others are.
and its amazing how ppl change so quickly.

its inevitable.
change is but the only constant in life.
the irony of it all.
and another irony.
we live to die one day.
how lovely.

the last week of school has been fairly alright.
too many things to do in so little time if u ask me.
many incomplete assignmants.
many undone things.
i have yet to do my hw.
i have yet to see mr ser.
i have yet to meet my admin ppl.
i have yet to disseminate work.
i have yet to hang up that banner.
this week is going to go by so quickly.
i juz wish i had more time.
i have to start studyin.
i need to have more time.

argh.
there's so many things on my mind.
good and bad.
sweet and sad.
im confused.
i juz want all of this to go away.

i learnt sth on friday.
dont eat and shit in da same place.
hmmm.
to some extent i find it true.
in some aspects i think it not.
it was also proven and said over and over again.
guys are insensitive.
baby u lose.
coz its true.
guys are insensitive.
but mayb baby's right.
they are sensitive and some pts in time and we girls only choose to rmb da worse.
hmmm.
well.
wadever it is.
i dunno anymore.
im getting sick and tired of this endless race.
its getting reali tough.
i dont want to be pu3.
i dont want to sit my As.
i dont want to go to sch anymore.
i juz want all this to be over.

arghh.
i feel like such a complain queen.
well wadever.
im off.
i cant think.
all that i try to think of hurts me.
its no wonder ppl commit suicide.
dont worry.
i wont.
im not THAT insane.

much love.
hugs and kisses.
lil`princess.samantha*
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xoxoxoxo

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wishlist* ;

<3 holiday with baby! :D
<3 $$MONEY$$ for shopping and partayyingg! :D
<3 citiclear credit card. :D hee.
i want i want i want! heh.
<3 preeetttyyy dress for CNY! :D
ASAP!!! by feb.
<3 a pair of dunks! (:
<3 a pair of pretttyy shadess. (:
<3 more clothess! :D
<3 guess wallet! :D
<3 guess bag! :D
<3 or well, just a preeettty bag! hee. :D
<3 PSP slim in a preeeetttty colour. (:

<3 long lasting protection for my fragile heart.
<3 a special machine that erases evil bad memories. ): please..? ):
<3 a fairy god mother who can make ALL my wishes come true.

2008 new year's resolution.
<3 lose weight.
<3 get stronger and learn to be independant.
<3 be self sufficeint, and detach.
<3 be selfless, yet selfish at times.
<3 learn not be taken advantage of.
<3 protect my own god damn heart.

upcoming events of february* (:

.x[o1] HAPPY FEBRUARY 2008! :D
.x[o7] CNY.
.x[14] VALENTINE'S DAY. <3
.x[14] nurus & luigi bday! [20]
.x[21] manda's bday! [19]

significant days* ((:

`x[1oo3o6] pu2 fun day! ((:
>>amazing race.sentosa.o5a3. campfire.garnet.dance.that thing you do.MI dance.i need to know.walk home.fallin star. ((:

`x[28o4o6] love. (:
>>town.bk.marina square.take the lead.west coast park.home. (:

`x[o7o7o6] LOVE.
>>lovesweetsweetlove.playground.love actually. HEARTS. ((: juz you and me. yes.yes. (:

`x[21o7o6] my 8teenth bday!! (:
>>phonecall.msgs.love. school.pressies.chocs.bag.songS.class.tennis.soccer. KAP.balloon.cake.watch. dinner.flowers.bag.bears.ring.my humble house(esplanade).cake.phonecall. (((: LOVE.

`x[2112o6] PARTAYY @ MOS! (:
>>clarkequay.absolut.MOS.drink. r&b.dancedancedance.vodka redbull. bacardibreezer.dancedancedance.4++am.

`x[3o12o6] partay @ gallery! (:
>>check-in.getting ready.arrival.food.drinks.indian poker. soccer.drinks.music. cards.jenga.sleepover.check-out.

`x[3112o6] new year's eve! (:
>>meet the family! (:.peking duck.monopoly.cabride. esplanade.countdown.fireworks.love. harry's@esplanade.tiger.bus.cab.

`x[16o2o7] girls night out at DXO! (:
>>shopping.hm.clementi mrt@10++pm.cityhall. esplanade.DXO.drinks.dancedancedance. #11.3++am.hm.

`x[3oo6o7] sweetheart's 20th birthday! (:
>>call baby at 12mn!(: came over. slpt.wokeup. he went to work. shopping with jl in town.surprise baby at work. dinner at billybombers@7.30pm with sweetie.steak&milkshake for him.fish&chips&pinkpussycat for me. transformers@cine(:.back to baby's sis place.model.hm. (:

`x[o7o7o7] happy anniversary darlinggg! 1yr,365 days! + mos& PUNK'D!(:
>>meet baby.give him present. (: bus to town then to MOS.get chop.distract baby. PUNK'D sweetie! HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY DARLING!(: and happy anniversaryy! hee. <3

`x[21o7o7] my 9teenth birthday!(:
>>phonecall from jl&ful. (: phonecall from baby.slp. lunch with baby@hv.coldrock. SURPRISE!cake&ballooon! i got PUNK'D. :D hm.change.dinner@myhumblehouse(esplanade,again). kinglear with a.chris.then to MOS.change&PARTAYY! (:

`x[171oo7] graduation day!
>>breakfast and grocery shopping with baby for teacher's pressies.hm.pack stuff.jl.char.dory.came over to get readyy. (: but flowers.cab to sch.recieve prize.(: give out pressies.hm.change.NYDC@hv.zouk.(:

`x[2o11o7] THE END OF 'A'LEVELS.(: WOOOHOOO!
>>ITS OVER! (: bubbletea.cab to char's place.change.prepare everything.SURPRISE!cut cake.SURPRISE!give pressies.dinner.drinking game with coke.PEEEEEEE. to vivo.then all came over. played TABOO&watched tv.then they left. (:

`x[o112o7] trip to batam. (:
>>wake up at 6am after only slping at 430++. ): harbourfront ferry terminal.eat.check in.ferry.batam.busride.orphanage@rampang.setup.Mikel.cute 7yearold.lunch@kelong.holidayinn. check in.nap.busride to shopping centre.dinner@a&w. shopping@polo.back to hotel.slp.wake up@7. back to orphanage@rampang.party with kids.back to ferry terminal.miss ferry.eat.walk ard.ferry.CHOPPY waters. ): hm sweetsweet hm.call baby. baby came overr! (:

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