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Thursday, May 12

today was a hmmm day...it wasnt rite..neither was it wrong..actuallyy..i dunno wad it was..it was juz..arghh..
and now..it juz got worse..ARGH..i tink i juz made an enemy..i suck man...its like wad..not even end of da term..dis reali sux...
u noe who u r..im reali sorry ks...everythin's a big misunderstandingg...i tink dis but u don confirm wad it is...i noe u don HAF to tell mi or anithin..aiyah..i dunno..my life's a screwed up bitch..fuckin wanna go ITE..arghh..i noe..im mad..some will noe y..some wun..its ok..im fine..don worryy bout mi..i'll get outta dis myself..
i suddenly hate my life again..haiz..dis always happens..argh..no mood to blog..blog some other day or sth..
to that someone..im sorry for all da things i've done..it was nva meant to be dis way..i took da wrong approach..ur a diff "kind" from da others i've known..one that..for da 1st time..i dunno how to deal wit..and to complicate things more..there's now competitiveness..sth i don wan to deal wit..i don wanna sacrifice anithin..anithin at all..but it seems like i hafta..i hate makin these decisions..i've nva made 1 that had such a drastic change b4..im sorry if i do anithin wrong..pls juz forgive mi..

-there are times wen im angry..sad..alone
wen i feel unwanted and hurt..
these are the times i need you da most..
but you dont noe it..
coz i don show it..
feelin lost and scared..
like no 1 cares..
i juz wanna wake up from dis nightmare..
i juz wan everythin to be ok..
like before..like before..
like wen we used to laugh and play..
no tension in the air..
nothin to beware..
juz da happie times all over again..
like before..like before..-

as crappy as that may sound..its how i feel..i tink..

[signin off wit a VERY faint heart..and a lost lost soul..]
pIgGiE* +mUaXiEs+
[i.MiSs.YoU.LiKe.CraZy*]

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9:13 pm

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+*hUgGiEs*+ iN tOtaL! HuG mi moRe! hee!* +hUgGiEsSs+ hug mi! :P
geT uR oWn +hUgGiEsSs+!

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wishlist* ;

<3 holiday with baby! :D
<3 $$MONEY$$ for shopping and partayyingg! :D
<3 citiclear credit card. :D hee.
i want i want i want! heh.
<3 preeetttyyy dress for CNY! :D
ASAP!!! by feb.
<3 a pair of dunks! (:
<3 a pair of pretttyy shadess. (:
<3 more clothess! :D
<3 guess wallet! :D
<3 guess bag! :D
<3 or well, just a preeettty bag! hee. :D
<3 PSP slim in a preeeetttty colour. (:

<3 long lasting protection for my fragile heart.
<3 a special machine that erases evil bad memories. ): please..? ):
<3 a fairy god mother who can make ALL my wishes come true.

2008 new year's resolution.
<3 lose weight.
<3 get stronger and learn to be independant.
<3 be self sufficeint, and detach.
<3 be selfless, yet selfish at times.
<3 learn not be taken advantage of.
<3 protect my own god damn heart.

upcoming events of february* (:

.x[o1] HAPPY FEBRUARY 2008! :D
.x[o7] CNY.
.x[14] VALENTINE'S DAY. <3
.x[14] nurus & luigi bday! [20]
.x[21] manda's bday! [19]

significant days* ((:

`x[1oo3o6] pu2 fun day! ((:
>>amazing race.sentosa.o5a3. campfire.garnet.dance.that thing you do.MI dance.i need to know.walk home.fallin star. ((:

`x[28o4o6] love. (:
>>town.bk.marina square.take the lead.west coast park.home. (:

`x[o7o7o6] LOVE.
>>lovesweetsweetlove.playground.love actually. HEARTS. ((: juz you and me. yes.yes. (:

`x[21o7o6] my 8teenth bday!! (:
>>phonecall.msgs.love. school.pressies.chocs.bag.songS.class.tennis.soccer. KAP.balloon.cake.watch. dinner.flowers.bag.bears.ring.my humble house(esplanade).cake.phonecall. (((: LOVE.

`x[2112o6] PARTAYY @ MOS! (:
>>clarkequay.absolut.MOS.drink. r&b.dancedancedance.vodka redbull. bacardibreezer.dancedancedance.4++am.

`x[3o12o6] partay @ gallery! (:
>>check-in.getting ready.arrival.food.drinks.indian poker. soccer.drinks.music. cards.jenga.sleepover.check-out.

`x[3112o6] new year's eve! (:
>>meet the family! (:.peking duck.monopoly.cabride. esplanade.countdown.fireworks.love. harry's@esplanade.tiger.bus.cab.

`x[16o2o7] girls night out at DXO! (:
>>shopping.hm.clementi mrt@10++pm.cityhall. esplanade.DXO.drinks.dancedancedance. #11.3++am.hm.

`x[3oo6o7] sweetheart's 20th birthday! (:
>>call baby at 12mn!(: came over. slpt.wokeup. he went to work. shopping with jl in town.surprise baby at work. dinner at billybombers@7.30pm with sweetie.steak&milkshake for him.fish&chips&pinkpussycat for me. transformers@cine(:.back to baby's sis place.model.hm. (:

`x[o7o7o7] happy anniversary darlinggg! 1yr,365 days! + mos& PUNK'D!(:
>>meet baby.give him present. (: bus to town then to MOS.get chop.distract baby. PUNK'D sweetie! HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY DARLING!(: and happy anniversaryy! hee. <3

`x[21o7o7] my 9teenth birthday!(:
>>phonecall from jl&ful. (: phonecall from baby.slp. lunch with baby@hv.coldrock. SURPRISE!cake&ballooon! i got PUNK'D. :D hm.change.dinner@myhumblehouse(esplanade,again). kinglear with a.chris.then to MOS.change&PARTAYY! (:

`x[171oo7] graduation day!
>>breakfast and grocery shopping with baby for teacher's pressies.hm.pack stuff.jl.char.dory.came over to get readyy. (: but flowers.cab to sch.recieve prize.(: give out pressies.hm.change.NYDC@hv.zouk.(:

`x[2o11o7] THE END OF 'A'LEVELS.(: WOOOHOOO!
>>ITS OVER! (: bubbletea.cab to char's place.change.prepare everything.SURPRISE!cut cake.SURPRISE!give pressies.dinner.drinking game with coke.PEEEEEEE. to vivo.then all came over. played TABOO&watched tv.then they left. (:

`x[o112o7] trip to batam. (:
>>wake up at 6am after only slping at 430++. ): harbourfront ferry terminal.eat.check in.ferry.batam.busride.orphanage@rampang.setup.Mikel.cute 7yearold.lunch@kelong.holidayinn. check in.nap.busride to shopping centre.dinner@a&w. shopping@polo.back to hotel.slp.wake up@7. back to orphanage@rampang.party with kids.back to ferry terminal.miss ferry.eat.walk ard.ferry.CHOPPY waters. ): hm sweetsweet hm.call baby. baby came overr! (:

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