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Monday, July 26

hmmm..life..is like..shiiit..yes yes..so many things goin on..wad to do..wad to do...its juz my destiny to be a loser..be pushed around..mayb dear dear's right..i cant stand up for myself..i dunno..life's juz..shiiity..i realise..tt

1.no matter how much i shout at the class....it just doesn't work..and i think..now is worse den b4..? i dunno..
2.onli wen im chairman tt shiiit happens-->mr kwok complainin..mr er gettin pissed..every other teacher scolding/complaining..
3.in general..im da worse chairman in da world..shiiiit..
4.life in sch..is probably da worse..one things just leads to another..doesnt it..

mr er's pissed again..and ~~tml~~..later...we're gonna get it..he's gonna change out places..sittin in exam format..and i hate it..i dowanna sit there..rite at da bak..so far away..seeing everything around mi...havin a clear view everything but da blackboard...arghh..i guess its betta den now..but was juz hopin he'd change it to the other 1..oh wadeva...wad can i say? im a nobody...to everyone in class..im probably juz a noisybitchyirritatin "chairman" who's FOSthinks she's boss...i dunno...i wun noe...i rather not noe..hiaz..

i jus feel so inferior...inferior to everyone..da way they all dowanna listen to mi...makes mi feel useless..tt even tho i haf da authority..i suck at doin anithin...

but i guess..even though they are pretty bad at times...its coz tts wad da class is like...and at other times..they're fine..so yeah..i guess..i shouldnt tink so much bout it..yeah...

oh yeah..today..toked to 1 of my pri sch besties..she was tellin mi of how she has a bf..but likes some other guy too..and doesnt noe wad to do..at 1st..she tot da other guy liked her..but he's always been a flirt..so yeah..her bf's out of sch..so he doesnt noe bout da other guy and wad not..but now..da guy's neglecting her..and she feels dis sense of loss tho he was nva hers...but yet..she's glad she still has a bf wit her..sounds so fairy tale huh? well..wish her all da best! smiles! at least u haf ur bf! :) juz take care k! [no names mentioned ;)] juz smile k! i'll b here for u :)

haiz..to c wad ppl r goin thru..i guess i should be contented with wad i haf..altho like her..i feel a sense of loss..but not coz of likin another..but juz a fren..u noe..yeah...

i feel so...down...so so down....y...i feel...like breakin down into tears...like...a little baby...helpless...argh....hate dis feeling....but don worry peeps..im fine...i will b..i'll try to be...wrote dis on my hand today..

[i must smile..i must smile..life must go on..life will go on..no matter wad..i must smile.....i smile not because i want to but because i have to..i must smile..i must smile...]

but don worry..im fine :) i'll be fine..i will be..okies..gotta go write some stuffss..yes yes..nites..tc! bye...

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wishlist* ;

<3 holiday with baby! :D
<3 $$MONEY$$ for shopping and partayyingg! :D
<3 citiclear credit card. :D hee.
i want i want i want! heh.
<3 preeetttyyy dress for CNY! :D
ASAP!!! by feb.
<3 a pair of dunks! (:
<3 a pair of pretttyy shadess. (:
<3 more clothess! :D
<3 guess wallet! :D
<3 guess bag! :D
<3 or well, just a preeettty bag! hee. :D
<3 PSP slim in a preeeetttty colour. (:

<3 long lasting protection for my fragile heart.
<3 a special machine that erases evil bad memories. ): please..? ):
<3 a fairy god mother who can make ALL my wishes come true.

2008 new year's resolution.
<3 lose weight.
<3 get stronger and learn to be independant.
<3 be self sufficeint, and detach.
<3 be selfless, yet selfish at times.
<3 learn not be taken advantage of.
<3 protect my own god damn heart.

upcoming events of february* (:

.x[o1] HAPPY FEBRUARY 2008! :D
.x[o7] CNY.
.x[14] VALENTINE'S DAY. <3
.x[14] nurus & luigi bday! [20]
.x[21] manda's bday! [19]

significant days* ((:

`x[1oo3o6] pu2 fun day! ((:
>>amazing race.sentosa.o5a3. campfire.garnet.dance.that thing you do.MI dance.i need to know.walk home.fallin star. ((:

`x[28o4o6] love. (:
>>town.bk.marina square.take the lead.west coast park.home. (:

`x[o7o7o6] LOVE.
>>lovesweetsweetlove.playground.love actually. HEARTS. ((: juz you and me. yes.yes. (:

`x[21o7o6] my 8teenth bday!! (:
>>phonecall.msgs.love. school.pressies.chocs.bag.songS.class.tennis.soccer. KAP.balloon.cake.watch. dinner.flowers.bag.bears.ring.my humble house(esplanade).cake.phonecall. (((: LOVE.

`x[2112o6] PARTAYY @ MOS! (:
>>clarkequay.absolut.MOS.drink. r&b.dancedancedance.vodka redbull. bacardibreezer.dancedancedance.4++am.

`x[3o12o6] partay @ gallery! (:
>>check-in.getting ready.arrival.food.drinks.indian poker. soccer.drinks.music. cards.jenga.sleepover.check-out.

`x[3112o6] new year's eve! (:
>>meet the family! (:.peking duck.monopoly.cabride. esplanade.countdown.fireworks.love. harry's@esplanade.tiger.bus.cab.

`x[16o2o7] girls night out at DXO! (:
>>shopping.hm.clementi mrt@10++pm.cityhall. esplanade.DXO.drinks.dancedancedance. #11.3++am.hm.

`x[3oo6o7] sweetheart's 20th birthday! (:
>>call baby at 12mn!(: came over. slpt.wokeup. he went to work. shopping with jl in town.surprise baby at work. dinner at billybombers@7.30pm with sweetie.steak&milkshake for him.fish&chips&pinkpussycat for me. transformers@cine(:.back to baby's sis place.model.hm. (:

`x[o7o7o7] happy anniversary darlinggg! 1yr,365 days! + mos& PUNK'D!(:
>>meet baby.give him present. (: bus to town then to MOS.get chop.distract baby. PUNK'D sweetie! HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY DARLING!(: and happy anniversaryy! hee. <3

`x[21o7o7] my 9teenth birthday!(:
>>phonecall from jl&ful. (: phonecall from baby.slp. lunch with baby@hv.coldrock. SURPRISE!cake&ballooon! i got PUNK'D. :D hm.change.dinner@myhumblehouse(esplanade,again). kinglear with a.chris.then to MOS.change&PARTAYY! (:

`x[171oo7] graduation day!
>>breakfast and grocery shopping with baby for teacher's pressies.hm.pack stuff.jl.char.dory.came over to get readyy. (: but flowers.cab to sch.recieve prize.(: give out pressies.hm.change.NYDC@hv.zouk.(:

`x[2o11o7] THE END OF 'A'LEVELS.(: WOOOHOOO!
>>ITS OVER! (: bubbletea.cab to char's place.change.prepare everything.SURPRISE!cut cake.SURPRISE!give pressies.dinner.drinking game with coke.PEEEEEEE. to vivo.then all came over. played TABOO&watched tv.then they left. (:

`x[o112o7] trip to batam. (:
>>wake up at 6am after only slping at 430++. ): harbourfront ferry terminal.eat.check in.ferry.batam.busride.orphanage@rampang.setup.Mikel.cute 7yearold.lunch@kelong.holidayinn. check in.nap.busride to shopping centre.dinner@a&w. shopping@polo.back to hotel.slp.wake up@7. back to orphanage@rampang.party with kids.back to ferry terminal.miss ferry.eat.walk ard.ferry.CHOPPY waters. ): hm sweetsweet hm.call baby. baby came overr! (:

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